Sunday, April 29, 2007
post syf
i havent blogged for some time, i realise. :P
been busy. syf, juggling schwk, handling emotions and stress.
well, syf's over. THANKFULLY.
i'm thankful for the chance to do syf as an njcian again. i'm thankful for the entire journey towards that day (25th apr). i'm thankful for the wonderful company, who has encouraged one another, including me, many a times and in many ways. i'm thankful for the sweat, blood (really!), tears, laughter, screams, etc experienced these past 5 months. i'm thankful for EVERYTHING.
thanks mr chong, for your choreography, although at times we were unhappy and rather cynical about it.
thanks mr ho, miss oon, mrs ng, ms ng; for being around for us when we needed.
and most importantly, thanks to all my beloved arabian dancers. u all made syf 2007 memorable for me. michelle, sharon, runyu, ale, tasya, queenie, mei mei, mildred, jerlyn, shining, reg, tongni, coco, timothy, yoga, wenhao, zhangfan, weizong. THANK YOU.
the gold was just a bonus.
and i'm proud of our ips too. REALLY. i know it seems as if we seniors are just trying to console you guys, and it's cliche/superficial; i want u all to know that we mean it. as i'd said on thurs, syf is but one competition. we as dancers should not base our worth on a single competition or award. i'v seen e effort put in, and i think e journey towards syf and e lessons/experiences gained throughout tt duration is worth more than the eventual award. treasure these, not bronze/silver/gold/gwh. so keep ur heads up, seek to improve in all possible ways, and we'l show the world (on 26th may n in the future) tt we ARE worth more than just a silver. because i know (justified, true, belief - ips! MI) so.
okay e part abt jc syf kind of got abit emo. heh sorry. yst was e ultimate dance day, after e short break of thurs and fri. had mr gn's prac at 9, but we came earlier at 8 30 to revise steps cos we havent touched his dance since end march. i stopped dancing at abt 10 30, cos i hav to report for e actual bio spa at 11. so enough time to cool down, change and prep myself mentally. aft spa returned to hall to prac for e indoor stadium thing. we moved dwn to the gym cos e attendant wanted to lock up e hall. prac-ed at the gym for awhile before dan came. and we had a gruelling 3 hrs. wahh really tiring. there were times i felt like my heart cant take it. plus i had half a granola bar for lunch cos no time. halfway through e prac my entire leotard was drenched. but e steps were rather manageable and nice. except i cant do attitude jumps (properly) and grande jete a la seconde! other than that okay ba.
the rest of the day, i was stoning on the bus ride home. tired as i was, i completed homeostasis tutorial! :P and realised aft that i was hypoglycemic. low blood glucose level cos i hadnt taken dinner. sighh u knw when u'v studied too hard. like when u think a mixing bowl is ur conical flask and search for deionised water to wash down the sides :S tt really happened to me.
okay, today i'll formally finish my gp assignment (gave up halfway yst), do ionic equilibria and revise group II. don intend to touch math and econs. will see how.
the coming wk's dance schedule's terrible: mon - rhapsody, 5pm; tues - FREE; wed - mr gn's, ccab, 6 30; thurs - dan's, gym, 6; fri - dan's, sba, 8pm, sat - mr gn's and dan's, sch, morng and aftnn. GOSH.
hav been listening to these songs. they arent new, bt donno why i keep listening to them: howie day's collide, 专属天使 by tank, kelly clarkson's walk away. e second song's sweet. go listen!
i'm sorry for the horribly long post. take care everyone! :)
oh btw, who's 'stranger'?
xiao jo
@ 8:16 AM
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